it's ridiculously slack today! ):
tried to study today.
but once again, my slacking mood is back.
in addition to that, australia isn't very conducive!
so yea, conclusion: i slacked today. big time.


so the day just passed without me completing much work.
and we went to have 'SUBWAY-eat fresh'.
at that point of time, to me it sounded like,
'SUBWAY-eat flesh' or 'SUBWAY-eat ash'. LOL.
it sounded weird to me anyway.
yea we entered and took a pretty long time before
we could decide what to purchase.
well, i didn't because the 'SUBWAY-eat ash' keeps ringing in my head.
oh well. not really a 'SUBWAY' day for me!


and after that we headed home.
on my way to the mrt, i saw rimmel!
so i decided to go forward and 'BOO!' to give her a shock say hi!
respond was overwhelming. :D
not only she looked shocked,
she screamed!
but it was pretty malu there,
because of the huge crowd outside the mrt station.
oops! :P


awww man arsenal lost.
nevermind!
we persevere in the face of adversity!
wheeeeeee! :D shmep.




A bus stops and two Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting behind them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of the men say the following:


"Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time."


"You foul mouthed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. "In this country we don't talk about our sex lives in public!"


"Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sexa? I'm just tellin' my frienda how to spella 'Mississippi'!"

today is friday!
today is innovative and enterprise day!
as the words 'innovative' and 'enterprise' suggest,
students would be exposed to various interesting teaching styles,
which would hopefully kickstart their thinking brains
beyond wad is taught from our normal acadamic subjects.
alright. enough of bullshit.
lets start the story proper.


we went to different stations for different subjects
of which my fav was baseball.
why? coz it made me sweat.
THANKS ALOT I BATHED IN E MORNING.
well other than tat house meeting was fun.
our class members represented panther for lots of events
captains, track events etc.
yea and we did some strawberry cheers.
um. to be frank abit errr.
but well its all in e name of fun anyway.


today had a really um.. ________ break.
LOL i jus dunno wads that word but tats nt e point.
this person was toking bout how e class being not united
and those 'no-team-spirit' stuff.
i wun disagree with it yea.
but e way it was mentioned was jus harsh
e way it was mentioned was jus pure offensive
yea u get scolded by teacher ic
yea u put in relatively more effort then some of us
yea u r e one coordinating between 2 big groups
yea u r e overall in charge
yea u can jus go on and on complaining bout everything
everything bad bout others,
everything u suffered etc
but at e end of the day,
wad did u initiate to improve e situation?


mcc fav line: i dont want problems, i want solutions.
yes and thats e way it should be.
wads e point of accusing him of this and that
wen at e end of e day no productive solution had been made?
dont u think u r jus outcasting him even more?
and adding on to that u made it sound so harsh.
and yea theres this another guy agreeing to him
and keep emphasizing on how much he contributed also
jus felt abit wtf at tat point of time la. ):


i shall not carry on into my horrible annotations
however.


yep and after e whole innovative and enterprise day,
had a mini class gathering in our homeroom
and was toking bout someone whos not been in sch for days.
i really dunno wad to say la.
wad happened during e class..
yea on e surface there were jokes laughter etc.
but it jus somehow re-emphasize my previous point
on e negative attitude our class guys have.
its jus.. nth can really be done la.
provided this short period of time till e exams.


anyway today had interviews for jc1 ps members
yea i realised we attracted ALOT of cca leaders!
most of them from CO, gymnastics etc.
but no NCC. ):
LOL.
during interview i looked strict!
or at least i thought i looked strict!
urmmm..
its jus nice to see them shiver. :D
then after i finished with my interview
went to e next classroom to join in.
e atmosphere was so different!
its so relaxing! like everyone laughing etc.
mine was like tense.
and i purposely adjusted e air con to 17 deg.
so that they'll shiver more!
MUAHAHAHAAHA!


i had pizza for dinner!
really expensive dinner!
not worth e price!
but i dun really care!
coz it isnt my money anyway!
LOL!
stupid small pizza at a price of $16
LOL jus take my life la, i no money.
well dun feel like blogging alr LOL.

today, there was this council applicant interview
yea i remembered how i did last year.
i told myself i'll do my best to do a good guy in sch.
as in hardworking and contribute alot and stuff.
yea at that point of time it was pretty.. cool.


i was in charge of taking photos for e applicants.
yea i did my job well.
(and probably with pride too.)
someone then asked,
'so.. hows ur council life so far?'
-silence-
yea i really dont know.
at e start it was exciting. really exciting.
committees, tasks, council friends etc.
today?
well u can infer.


been branded 'a slacker'
reaction - what the fuck.
yea thats eactly how im feeling now.
what the fuck bro.
yea theres alot of misunderstanding.
YEA I KNOW THAT.
do they know about it? NO.
why do they not know about it?
COZ ITS A PURE WASTE OF TIME TRYING TO EXPLAIN ANYWAY.
so what resulted in e end?
BEEN BRANDED A SLACKER.


those who got to read this,
understood e contents,
and feels that im a slacker,
oh boy good luck to you.


then while on my way home,
"sometimes action speaks louder than words"
yea great. tell me if u were me would u still care?
or would you sit back and get ready for studies.
even the closest friend of mine can say those stuff.
im jus.. speechless.
its not e sabo-ing, i know she dun hav tat intention.
its e process of not thinking thoroughly
and how would ur words affect e way others see me.


now come to think about it i've been emo-ing alot.
but today i think that isnt called 'emo-ing'
its jus thinking for others too much.
to help people yea i suffered alot,
not physically pain e.g. POW that kind la.
those things might be insignificant to them.
and they dont notice wad im doing either.
ITS OKAY YOU KNOW ITS PERFECTLY FINE.
i've been doing all these 'backstage' work for a long time alr.
alot of times i told myself to 'jus heck care la,
like as if they'll appreciate wad u did like tat'
but i jus cant.


eh.
this is a long entry
so i'll do a summary.
all in all,
1)this isnt emo-ing.
2)being branded a slacker isnt fun.
3)someone teach me how not to be thinking for others so much.
4)sigh.

today should contain e highlight of e week la.
e day didnt really start off well
coz once again i woke up late.
but i forgive myself for that..
ytd i found out this REALLY THRILLING game.
um. its this funny orange looking guy
botak (like me..)
and trying to get out of this jail...
coz this skinless-chicken-looking-man-eater 'monster',
running around eatin people and yup this botak
needs to get out of jail FAST!
at first it was abit URMMM HOW TO PLAY?
but soon it became rather interesting!
like how sick that game could get...
OH OH OH!
im really like amused by this part,
e chicken monster's head on fire!
goodness it was like 'okay.. HAHAHAAHA!'
WELL to try out this exhilarating game..
Arrival in HELL (yea right, more like arrival in chicken-land)
:D


well anyway yup lessons today were as boring as usual.
slept during class AS USUAL.
BUT! (sense the MUAHAHAHA coming!)
ck and ian asked me to join soccernomics!
woah how does tat sound!
it definitely sound like lotsa fun!
so yup i joined it and later its e auditions!
but e whole espn soccernet is in my brain alr..
so no kick la. :P


the whole thing went really well!
at least i think it was a successful one!
before that we did alot of crazy shit..
such as cheering..
(includes sports meet cheer wad north south who e best LOL GAY)
jumping around..
thinking of entering from back door..
stumping the 'mase'? (LOL yea stump me in e future yea?)
really enjoyed myself today!
its jus one of those rare days to have fun.
u see everyday we r jus mugging,
come on we need life dude!
:D


heres mr script who endured e lt2 aircon with me!

suddenly wna post this pic up.
LOL i'll jus laugh! whenever i look at it!
i mean tat guy is sucha retard,
he went onto e pitch naked!
gosh how embarrassing.
imagine theres sucha person in aj
during a aj match he jus run around naked!
wheeeee! (yucks...)


yep that was pretty random!
back to posting bout today sch day!
i woke up late. VERY LATE.
but still i got to sch on time
and did flag raising!
okay thou it isnt e best flag raising i've done
but at least it didnt cok up.
so a *PHEW* for that!
feeling pretty down due to waking up late in e morning,
fortunately it was compensated by e fact that e pretty juliet
didnt come to sch today.
(so it means there isnt gp lessons!)
okay so a *HURRAY* for that!
yep but still got some lame compo la however.
but at least i dun need to fall asleep in that lesson!


after school, went to council room to wait for a meeting.
somehow JUST SOMEHOW, theres this...
unfamiliarity wen i stepped into e room.
e air there wasnt as 'clear' as before..
i dunno wad is it exactly,
but oh well i jus felt a little uneasy there.


after meeting i felt even more emo.
yep something up in my mind la.
then decided i should jus leave them alone
and go home myself.
no use affecting their mood oso.


came back home i ran!
wasnt e best of timings but well at least i tried!
jus to make all my emo-ing VANISH!
MUAHAHAHAHA. after e run indeed i felt better!
hmmm maybe it was jus tat whee bit of stress.
LOL in fact i dun really know wad im emo-ing about
probably its e cheena emo songs?
well they definitely play a part i bet.
hmmmm well think thats all!
so end of thur! fri's next!
hope i can wake up on time!
:D

sch today wasnt e best
especially wen theres tutorials
it'll mean tat i'll need to cover up my work
coz cfm theres some i didnt do one
and for today, it was phy dc circuit.


during phy lesson,
i tot i was screwed coz i didnt do dc circuit
then e teacher came in, settled down
and announced tat today will give back test paper.
HOLY SHIT TEST PAPER.
i was pretty hoping for a good grade.
coz i tot it was pretty managable.
e paper came to me.
it reads 15/30.
HOLY COW.
then i read thru e whole paper
see where did i made my mistakes
i was so angry la!
i recalled tat i've no time for tat paper
and tat last qn which i know how to do,
was empty! ):
sad sad. if i got marks for tat qn
i could hav gotten A.
shit head to chiu ming once again!


yea after sch
had lunch with e guys from my class
rare lunch coz today its e only day where most of us need to stay back
for our various ccas.
while eating, i questioned' "hey how often u shit in a week?"
then yar la normal response was,
"shut up la ppl eating can!"
er okay.. then we went back to class!
and had our fruitful conversation there!
:D

yep today school started
and it wasnt e best of mood to attend lessons
especially after a pretty slack holidays
anyways, today pe was quite fun.
(okay other than monkey bar, its called fun)
yep ran up and down e stairs for 3 levels!
wheee! now im not afraid to be late for lecture!
i can run up and down e steps with ease!
and chin up was horrible as usual.
jus cant freaking grab e bar hard.
thus, i cant pull as hard.
coz stupid sweat keep making my hands slip off e bar.
aiya no mood alr LOL
stupid idea of making things sound funny
and HELL TO RAIN sing so loud i cant think for nuts!
DIE! i shall banish u forever!

OH MAN!
it's only 1 more day to term 2!
this is pretty worrying coz i didnt really studied
yea people say i mugged,
but all i did during hols was hw?
e feeling its like...
'oh come on prelims? long way la'
but in actual fact i cant believe 1 term had just ended!
oh boy term 2 term 2 term 2..
OH TARGETS FOR TERM 2!
oh yea yea..
*mug?
*less sai kang to do?
*still can find time to go out?
*all emotional problems solved?
eh wad else. i'll add on if i rmb.


oh yea yea.
march hols r over, term 1 oso over.
im pretty much a dead boy.
from aiming to practice maths during dec hols
until today i've yet to do so.
sigh mister chiuming,
feel e pressure?
u r a dead boy.
:|

a proper closure to this horrendous march holidays.
a closure with just a simple bye.
a closure with things being cleared,
with troubles ALMOST coming to an end,
with a hopefully strengthened friendship.
gosh im emo-ing,
yea listening to emo songs.
this closure is jus like those moments after a camp or something.
where everyone will miss each other and stuff.
coz at tat point of time,
u'll probably find out tat this 'closer' friendship ends here.
yep back to normal life,
back to normal sch days,
back to normal tom dick harry conversations.
probably no more mugging sessions with tat sucker
no more long chats about shit.
no more visits to the lands of australia.
no more emo talks with one another.
no more long walks with naked uncles along e way.
GOSH im emo-ing AGAIN.
LOL alright i shall stop here then.
:|

serangoon gardens is such a rich man place.
i dun like it there la.
e feeling its like so...
weird for a heartlander to be there.
everyone around u r rich ppl.
and u feel e pain jus because u bought one cup of latte
while everyone is like chey so cheap.
everyone there is taking things for granted
nice, clean toilet still say nearly puke inside
pls la u dun even wna imagine be inside my toilet la
rich very big arh, slap me with money la u kuku.
(okay its getting personal..)


anyway, today went there to attempt to study
i was prepared to waste my day there so its okay
coz i mug one day, play one day, mug one day, play one day,
and today was for playing!
somehow we had e same thinking. :/


i finally realised y my hp games is under 'entertainment'
it was me who was boring
tats y it doesnt look entertaining at all.
i saw a noob play today tats y i felt this way.
LOL it was pretty hilarious la.


ANWYAY,
MUGPIE LOOKS LIKE SHIT!
OHHHH WARM SHIT!
SHIT WITH A CRACKED LAYER OUTSIDE!
URMMM. SHIT WITH NUTS ON IT TOO!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!


all i wanted was to postpone e inevitable.
i didnt meant to hide from it or something.
all i wanted was to postpone e inevitable.
ur predictions were all too true.
now u made me feel so scared.
u practically squeeze e shit out of my ass!
u predicted all these sick shit things.
y dun u tell me ur predictions of wen i'll die too?

i have to post this.
i wanna try having a life,
without worries,
everything thrown at others.
i want everyone to know how i felt
for e past few months.
heck their comments.
im chiuming.

yep wasnt a bad day afterall
i tot it wud be awkward.
really awkward.
it turned out pretty fun!
yea i've to admit i worried a wheee bit too much
but at tat point of time, who wouldnt?


yea toking bout weaknesses,
i've to admit im afraid of cold.
(not tat i'll reject air conditioning however.)
but sometimes it gets really irritating
when e temperature is just too cold.
looking at e past few days,
libraries were unbearably cold,
and my 'happy boy' jacket,
did a pretty lousy job in keeping me warm.
hmm i should consider retrenchment.
maybe winter clothes will do me good!


aww man!
today i really crapped alot!
from a refreshing cup of oreo chocolate bubble tea,
to a cup of blended shit plus bits of undigested sea cucumber!
from a cooling cup of green apple ice blended,
to a cup of blended solidified algae!
and i even branded my own toilet as a place for enlightenment!
(okay.. coz it probably lightens me after i shit)
and many more!
it was so much crap coming out from my mouth
that it was probably record breaking
oh boy im a genius in crapping!


uh huh.
so e day ended jus fine,
with a few little hilarious conversations with one another
and head straight home,
where i shitted shat comfortably in my toilet
with my dearest friend, the toilet bowl.
uh huh yep,
today was sure exciting!
:D


it was a relief.
really.

a bad night.
a really bad night.
e feeling was like..
it was at e point where one more step could bring it to an end.
not emo-ing,
im jus afraid it happened e way it did in e past.
i nearly lost a friend.
tats bad. ):

wasted day, once again.
this is due to ps from 9am-4pm.
lol.
so i went home early,
settled some things,
then came out to play pool!
was probably one of e best pool times i had.
coz everytime pool its always 2v2 or something
and u have to WAIT and WAIT and WAIT
for your turn to come.
1v1 is always nicer to play anyway.
yup yup


oh yar met this cheeena guy along in amk.
he asked, hey, can u speak chinese?
i answer, er okay.. ya i can..
so he started e convo in chinese...
he asked, i need to go home but i've no money no wallet!
(okay so how did u end up here?)
and he continued, do u have $5 so that i can go home?
($5 jus to go home?! u renting a bike to go home arh?)
and he continued, pls be a kind soul.
(okay i agree to that statement.)
so i finally answered, er sorry no money.
(hey u cant blame me right? its $5 boy!)
and added, maybe u cud go to the yck mrt station there?
(he gives e sian diao look)
and added, i think they can help you to go back home!
then yup off he goes.
but i think sometimes these kinda things really amuses me.
like how on earth can u spend up to $5 to go home?
if u ask 50 cents or $1 it sounds more believable la.
maybe moe needs to give our local student
some basic convincing workshop or something.


i feel like an idiot
an idiot whos so desperate for things to turn better
but yet theres totally nth i can do about it.

yep i think i've found someone whos damn similar to me
okay maybe e big difference
is that one is a jerk, one is um.. a sucker.
well anyway i kinda like e oreo bubble tea thing
jus like our sch cafe choco ice blended
at a price of $1.50, cheaper than sch's by 50 cents
and somemore theres pearls so yup
RELATIVELY cheaper. ahhh. (econs.)
yup yup. today was considered productive i guess
except for some lame laughing arnd
and slippers throwing
and sleeping 45 mins
and stoning (my favourite actually)
and drawing ':)' and ':|' on paper
and writing nonsense on paper
and worse of all, thinking of e stupid conc of NaOH.
LOL yea studying could be fun
if u really know wen to play wen to study


sometimes i really wan to understand myself.
sometimes things seems to get better.
or rather i tot things got better.
but at e end of e day,
i felt e same way i used to feel
e way i think didnt change.
it was all so.. fake.
e whole process of 'changing for e better',
e whole thing bout improving myself
was jus unreal.

yea dun really see e need to say much.
today was jus simply perfect.
perfect game of pool (5-0),
perfect game of CS (deaths and kills same),
'perfect' weather before steamboat.


anyway i just wanna say thank you, sincerely.

that pair of eyes, said a thousand words.
that smile, made me understood the whole story.
that face, made me realised i was just stupid.
all along.


i can feel the end reaching.


yes e day started off with something really disturbing,
cant really pay attention to e maths lecturer.
for the first time i wasnt paying attention
and at e same time not sleeping! (hurray!)


i believe that this rectangle should really break off
into 2 straight lines.
i mean its really getting nowhere.
nobody wans to get hurt
but...
that smile of urs.
really made a deep impact to this rectangle.
now, i've to admit hatred is growing at a fast pace.
and its jus tat 'anytime-i'll-just-blow' feeling
which is really disturbing.


anyway, after e lecture, went to 'mug'
LOL results were pathetic.
but well it was at e very least, entertaining.


now back at home,
slacking...
and waiting for my mood to study to come back!

went to the library to do some hw.
coz i realised i cant study at home anyway.
yep finish some tutorials
but well e feeling sucks wen u can only finish 2 of them
out of e pile of hw i hav


well anyway.
my fren said north and south poles will nv meet.
hmmm.
okay.
i tot north and south poles always attract?
errrrr.
aiya jus accept wad i've said la.
okayyyy...
it wasnt really a physics thing which my fren used as an excuse
rather it was part of general knowledge
something which every tom dick and harry shld know
LOL


anyway today there were alot of sad ppl :(
went onto msn and ppl jus rant.
but tats not e point anyway.
i was jus thinking whether is he really tat mr nice?
if he was is,
would he still treat u this way?
would you still feel upset over him?
hey man take this like a pinch of salt.
but to me, hes not mr nice.
well sometimes he is, or rather he was.
but as u can see with ur own eyes
isn't wad he is doing now called 'flirting'?
e word i chose might to too strong,
but well if he is, whether is it to a small extent, he is.


i dont wan ur relationship to break,
but hey if its becoming unhealthy and i could feel it
i think it'll be good tat u know.


anyway on my side,
im pretty affected by this too
he is flirting with someone i treasure.
and tats making me worried.
but well i hope this is jus misunderstanding.

it would sound like im giving excuses.
so i'll jus admit i suck in sprinting.
im not tat good anyway.
apparently my knee still hurts a little.
but well wad can i do.
its been like tat for e past week alr.

anyway GAMES.
yea it was really fun to be under e sun for such a long time
and i love it!
i miss e tanning session i had previously
i miss e ncc trainings where we did alot of things under e sun.
mr sun is my good friend!
i love e warm water under e sun
i jus love e feeling of playing under e sun.
who wans to go tanning with me!
:D

it hasnt been easy working for these few days.
especially e working relationship isnt tat strong

it wasnt any ordinary day.
really different, in a bad way.
yup as least i've confirmed i officially lost my econs book la.

there was this person who said tat 'chiu=sai, ming=kang'
so 'chiuming=saikang'.
eh after today its true.
all along i've been busy doing all sorts of funny things
e usual ones would be carry tables, patrol etc.
e rather more uncommon one is the guarddog session.

okay i mean lets say u r e IC for o2.
at least u can tell urself,
'hey i skip lesson its okay! afterall im doing something meaningful!'
now lets focus on me. urmmm.
i skipped lessons for tables movement? er, sit outside GO and rot?
im not complaining. sai kang, i've been used to it long time ago.
e thing is wen BIG leaders dun lead by example
and to be ordered by her to do sai kang,
e feeling is shit.

its like wen ppl needs help,
e leader wud agree to help them out.
well fine nth wrong with tat.
and after tat she goes around telling ppl
to replace her to help others.

she might have things to do.
MIGHT.
but i somehow cant see anything productive from her today
other than MANPOWER DISTRIBUTION.
yea cool.
call urself a leader.

today isnt really such a great day.
i mean all im having today isnt really pleasing.
but oh well. its jus sian la.

here r some of e few things which happened today.
attempted to run 100m sprint
but well it didnt go smoothly.
probably because im jus exhausted after pe
then tried to run 400m
dun really know y but well jus went for tat 1 round around e track
and after tat i REALLY cant walk at all alr.
goodness i've nv been like so tired before.

and wen i came home
it should be a home sweet home feeling
but today it was a little different
afterall wads life without some sort of excitment?
so there comes this funny guy trying to sell some purifer.
'best in the world' 'jus like diamond water'....
RIGHT MISTER.

and yup had dinner, wen to shit.
and my hands went swollen all of a sudden.
its pretty disgusting. but well
wads life without challenges?
yep. crap.

and YEA THIS IS E HIGHLIGHT
my dog urined on my bed.
oh well.
wads life without some element of surprise?
LOL

YES.
new blog.
new life.

indeed having a new blogskin is a pretty exciting thing.
even though there r some sort of excitment bout my new skin.
i really doubt this can really last.
URM.
i'll try la. :D

i have to admit sustaining a blog is no easy feat.
really wonder how others can do it.
maybe no much work to do?
perhaps.

well. its a really busy period.
but i BELIEVE i can go thru this period of tough urm..
tough... period! LOL
i'll jus pray i dun get anymore sai kang to do.

imagine u jus got sacked by ur boss
because of some newb whom u introduced overtook u
then e newb hire u as his so called 'assistant'
and gives u all e shit to do.
pretty irritating isnt it?
well tats wad im facing now.
(note e disclaimer)

anyways, i shall jus hope this can last longer
than it is expected to last
which is probably about 3 days.
LOL